Why now?

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I hesitated to start this blog because I didn't think I had anything to offer. I thought more about it and realized that:

  • I have had kink leanings since I can remember
  • I've been in kinky relationships since I became sexually active 
  • I've been involved in BDSM for 2 decades 
  • I've been in a poly relationship for 15 years
  • I've battled mental illness
  • I've been through some really scary health situations
  • I've dealt with mental, sexual, and physical abuse and supported others as they dealt with them
  • I've raised a daughter
  • I'm comfortable with myself and where I am in the world

I guess I do have something to say.

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